actually wad has been happening ttu us nowadays..

hmmz.. ii just wanna sae out all the words and thing datt hab been locking iinside

my hearts ferr such a long..ii think iit time to release iit already

as ii dun wish anything to happen to miie...

iit has been 3 or 2 daes bahs den we didn;t talk to each other...

TO HER:

nortt ii dun wanna reply ur message iishx ii am busy working

wen euu msg miie de shii hou some more datt time ii verii early go ferr break liao...when ii finish wrk how euu gonna wanna miie to reply.. ii end at 1130 plus.. as euu noe... ii hab manii thing to tell euu but ii dun think euu wish ttu listen and ttu prevent uus quarrel again ii waiit ferr de right time ttu tell euu again mah but ii know somethin iishx ii realii tired of de life of ours liao cuz euu neberr think of us before but justt ferr urself...

ii dun wish to be so realistic towards euu as later euu think too much...ii justt wanna euu to understand how ii feel when ii am with euu all.. iit justt lyk euu dun treat miie as partt of urs frenz and group..whenever ii cannortt go out with euu all, euu all jiu have alotz

of places ttu go den when ii am iin dere, euu all jiu hab no place ttu go... and ii noe manii thing abt euu and euu go tell all de bdn aunties de thing about miie ii also ler cuz dere iishc nothing to hide anyway

but de fact iishx euu onlii saw one side of the story but nortt de another part

of the stroy...ii realii dun noe how to forget abt de past as ii now already forget de pastt but onlii de happii moments of we 3...iit also de first time datt euu say sorii ttu miie

as euu last time ferr years neberr ever sae a word of sorrii and thanks ttu miie

euu dun appreciate iit ok.. ii have already gif up de path den ii walked iinto

ii alwaes treat euu as sister so ii and euu can share manii problems..

but euu dun treat miie and ii trusted euu so much,,

euu neberr ever shared ur thoughts ttu miie before.. ii realii wish ttu hab a listening

ear and a frens to share but euu justt dun willingly to be

so what can ii do? ii hab no choice

ii am thinking when can we create another best and memorable de

memoriies again as euu justt dun willingly ttu see de fact..euu running away do euu noe

today 28 april 2006, ii waited ferr euu ttu go recess, end up euu ask miie go first den euu ownself sae after take thing from teaher cum and look ferr us.

end up neberr come and look ferr us and make us waited ferr euu . instead of looking ferr us, euu went to join safiyah they... iit verii inconsideration of euu