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Sunday, August 31, 2008

LAST DAY of AUGUST!
Hopefully, SEPTEMBER will be a BRAND NEW MONTH.
SHALL CHERISH everythings i have


Last minute changes iin my schedule timing.
Got to work till 2 am. Haish.
There goes my chance with * FEIFEI*
SORRY luhs.. dun mean it.

Recently, i am SUPER TIRED due to working.
Unable to slack as much as last time.
But ii am surviving STILL..

"BESTIE, U are so HAO MING"

AWRRRRRRR...... I NEED BESTIE' S EARS


Anyway wont be updating much on weekend due to working..
BE BACK SOON on WEEKDAY =D



Thursday, August 28, 2008

Didnt went to school again.
WHY?
Because i OVERSLEPT luhs.

I already set my alarm at 6am,
it RINGS & RINGS
But ended up the next moment,
i woked up is already 10am .

Den ii shall not go for lesson anymore.
So i been a MUMMY GIRL, staying at home
to help my mum cook spaghettis.
BUTBUT, ii am LAZY to wash everything after that.

LUHS! somehow ii MISS my CLIQUE since ii stop
working weekdays..

EXAMS is round the corner like 1 week to go.
AND yet ii didnt attend lesson.
I TOO LAZY

Anyway. I got another SOFT TOYS again last night.
=)
THANKS ALOT





Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Didnt really wanted to attend school this morning.
Lazyness really bring me down. ^_^

Since Bestie happened to go school around my timing
went to meet her up at inter with her classmate =D
Had a little catch up with her, all we do is UPDATE UPDATE!!!!
ANDAND
BESTIE, i realize ii always interested in your BLESSFUL story =X
hahas.. ii want to know more luhs....


Shall stop here.. TATA =D

all i can say is
* ILU*
but do you?




Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Didnt attend school for 2 days due to some reasons.

Have been meeting up with Fei zai*
Went to E!HUB for movies.
"4bia & Death Race"
Both interest Me =D
* CLAPSCLAPS*

This 2days have been addicted to arcade game.
"BIG SWEET LAND"
He won 2 toys for me =DD & i have a BIG BIG packs of SWEETS.
* Feeling better after all *

Fei zai got G900 2nd hand. =)
MINE will be on the way soon =D


Sunday, August 24, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID LIM TUNG SAN



20Aug-24Aug..

Finally back home...
Have been busying with dearst ah gong funerals

Thanks for those who came down & who donated =D
APPRECIATED=)

Thanks BESTIE & friends for those messages sent to ME =DD






Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Shall not mentioned things in school.
kinda childish instead!
school ended early, so i am home to surf net =D


Well, somehow i browse through someone profile or blog.
And i feeling so guilty.

I don't know what situation i am in now.
I don't have any ideas at all.
All i can say i am feeling guilty & confusing,

For the future & present, i don't carry much hopes...
All i can do is steps by steps.
I am CONFUSING & feel LOST


" if between us there is 1000 steps, i will only take the 1st step and the remaining 999 steps, i will walked towards your direction.''

How i wish, this could happened to me =D









Monday, August 18, 2008

Didn't attend SW lesson.
Meet up with FATTY to have lunch before off to school.

AFD =D

Mr.Goh mentioned tat i did very well for e test on last friday.
he said i had a great improvement. =D
i am super relieved.

After AFD, some particular person give a damm attitude towards us.
Which we was just wanted give u a piece of advice.
All u said to us was '" DUN TOK ANYMORE! I WILL SETTLE MYSELF"
and BLAR BLAR BLAR on.

Well, anyway it wasn't me the one who give advices.
i shld say " N.O.M.B." shld i?


FORGET IT!


Get changed after reaching home.
Head down to E!HUB for a movie:
"MEET DAVE" *THUMB UP*
Ended up BUMP into few ppl that needed to AVOID.
Somehow ,still landed in the same cinema.
Hais! =(




Sunday, August 17, 2008

Meet up with MR.FATTY to have breakfast.

Went down to TTS Hospital to visit my GRANDPA.
which was admitted since last week. Somehow,
he is getting weaker & weaker. I could realize
he is already so old. Mum told me to call him,
which i did. He did have reaction. All i could see
from him was his tear flowing down from his eye.
Eventually, i couldn't control my tears too.

Accompany grandma to foodcourt to have her lunch
&went off around 12plus.

While we was on e way train back, we met a CRAZY OLD MAN!
NERDY! STEP MY FOOT for no reason! MAD!

2nd day of work & i almost couldn't survive.
Things wasn't so EASY like ABC.
Have to read thru notes & being verified.
It seem like everyday have to learn things

HEYHEY! Don't think it a EASY job okay!
IT is more difficult than 1+1=2
Well, guess i have to upgrade my MEMORY STICK.



Saturday, August 16, 2008

16 August 2008

Today was totally different =D
No longer Crew Leader.
Everything going to change & i got to adapt new things.


Meet up with WW at 107 coffee shop.
Had lunch with him before i went to work at 2.30pm
Meet up with HUIMIN to go store together.
SERIOUSLY, i couldn't get used to it at all.
ALL i feel is UNCOMFORTABLE.

HUIMIN feel weird walking with me =D


It BLESSFUL enuff for me to work
with RONALD for the 1st day.

because NO STRESS?

It very difficult to command others to work when i, myself
has already used to hands on myself.
Aunties, Stephanie & Lawrence feeling unusual as
i was so Quiet for the whole day.

HEYHEY! of course i do feel unusual cause i am not used it man!!
TIME IS STILL NEEDED.
STORE WAS SUPER NOISY BY CALLING MGR HERE & THERE
i have a name call LOWJIAWEN =D

EDUCATED AUNTIE came to work & things wasn't that GREAT TOO.

BESTIE, LONGXIANG & AH JAZZ came down to look for me

THANKS BESTIE. U ARE BEING LOVED & APPRECIATED by ME:LOWJIAWEN

I Will leave weekdays for u =D
BOOK ME WHILE AVAILABLE.

thanks for those who sent me a msg,
you are being APPRECIATED too =D


Friday, August 15, 2008

=D

Had a change in working time for today.
NO OVERNIGHT, which is GREAT!
I can sleep all i want.

But things wasn't great today.
Well, i am suppose to work 6pm-2am, ended up i only work 6pm-11pm.
Thanks to DAVID.
Seriously, i had no idea of what things going on.
It seem like i am clueless

TML TML TML.






Wednesday, August 13, 2008

PETTY CASH BOOK & CASHBOOK TEST IS COMING SOON.

EXAMS IS ON THEIR WAY TOO =D

SEPT 8 & 9 - I HAVING ACCOUNTING & BUSINESS TEST.

AFTER THAT I WILL BE FREE.... I HAVING 1 MONTHS HOLIDAYS BUT I GUESS I HAVE TO GONE BORED FOR 2WEEKS THEN
=(


I want my WW** ^_^
I want my cliques.. (where is my pool session)
I want my bestie =D
I want UQ0804D outings =)
I want 4i gathering..
I want shopping
AND AND AND
I want EARN TONS OF $$$



Anyway THANKS DONKEY for taking over YEAH!


TATA ! I GOING OFF TO STUDY LUHS =D



Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Was tagged by LYN

The last person to tag you is ?
LYN :D

Your relationships with him/her is ?
DARLING & GOOD FRIENDS

Your five impression of him/her is:
PRETTY, NICE, SWEET,FRIENDLY & CRAZY

The most memorable thing he/she done fer you :
EHEH.... LET ME THINK... CANNOT RECALL LAHS =X

The most memorable thing he/she said to you :
"JIAWEN, I LOVE YOU LAHS"

If he/she become your lover , you will :
I WILL BE UPSET, SHE IS TOO TALL FOR ME :D

If he/she become your lover ,thing he/she need to improve on will be :
SHE IS PERFECT ENOUGH =)

If he/she become your enemy , you will :
SHE WONT BECOME MY ENEMY, CAUSE SHE LOVE ME :)

If he/she become your enemy , the reason will be :
SHE DONT LOVE ME ANYMORE!

The most desire thing you want to do fer him/her nw is :
EAT WITH HER...:) OUR USUAL TASKS

Your overall impression of him/her :
GREAT!

Hw you think people around you feel about you :
ERR, I HAVE NO IDEAS, ANYWAY I NOT PERFECT.

The characters you love of yourself are:
BEING CRAZY?

On the contrary,the characters you hate of yourself are:
BEING A FOOL

The most ideal person you want to be is:
LYN. I WANT TO BE AS TALL AS HER :D

For people that care and like you , say sumthing to them :
I LOVE YOU GUYS

Passed this quiz to 10 person that you wished to know how they feel about you

1)BESTIE :D
2)LEEYING
3)AMY TAN
4)LIHUI
5)WEITING :D
6)JIAHUI
7)GERMAINE GOH
8) MELISSA
9)SHUTING
10)ANTHONY


Who is no .6 having relationships with ?
SHE IS SINGLE :D

Is no .9 male or female?
Female

if no. 7 and 10 are together , will it be a good thing ?
NO, they do not know each other :D they had a different taste

Wat is No.2 studying about ?
O level in Damai Sec

When was the last tyme you had a chat wip no.3 ?
Today

What kind of music no.8 like?
Erm, don;t really know =D

Does no.1 have any siblings ?
yupps :D

Will you woo no.3?
NONO>> i don't go for a les okayys!

Hw about no 7 ?
yeah! she is SWEET & PRETTY ;D

Is no.4 single ?
YUPPS! but her hearts is with me =)

What's it the surname of no.5
"OH" is her surname =D


What's is the hobby of no.4?
SHOPPING? SUNTANNING? or CRAZY for FASTFOOD =D

Does no.5 and 9 get along well ?
Well, they dun noe each other

Where is no.2 study at?
DAMAI SECONDARY

Talk something casually about no.1:
HEYHEY! she is my BESTIE. We get along very well.
She is funny & sweet, We are years of friends =D

Have you tried to developing feelings fer no.8 ?
NO WAY!! cause ii am straight

Where does no.9 live at ?
i guess shld be BEDOK NORTH?

What colour no.4 like?
ERM i guess shld be YELLOW or RED?

Are no.5 and 1 bestfriend ?
NOPE =D they dun noe each others

Does no.1 have any pets?
NOPE =D she only have me, the only BESTIE

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ?
YESH YESH!!!! she is SO SKINNY =D

What is no.10 doing nw ?
SCHOOLING


YEAH! I AM FINALLY DONE!




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Monday, August 11, 2008

It school holiday today.

Well, have to go back to visit my dearest grandparents. It been since months that i went back for a visit. =D

But i am too bored without **


Sunday, August 10, 2008

I AM LATE FOR WORK AGAIN.

Finding myself sleeping in a comfortable bed, so i am lazy to move myself out of the bed.

Things wasn't good recently. I din know why. Perhaps i am too emotion or
Sometime i find myself too silly at things. I couldn't control my tears at all.

Have a tiff with that particular auntie, well no matter what i say, fault is always at me.
Just because she is a educated auntie. WELL, freaking asshole.

Perhaps i have to do some soul searching on myself, isn't it?

I back home so early & i am moodless.


Saturday, August 09, 2008

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

I LOVE BESTIE =D.
I LOVE UR LIFE, so BLESSFUL

Lastly, went to meet up with WW* at 201.
Decided to head to TM, walked around.
I WANT G900; SONY ERICSSION. =D

Others are watching NDP yet i am working.
so this is how i spent my National Day =D


Friday, August 08, 2008

080808

today was such a beautiful day, but nothing can allow me to keep a memories of it.

No lesson but still have to head to school for NDP celebration at 9am.
Few of my classmate & i plan to run away after marking attendance, ended up my whole class went off together.

Bused home & meet up with WW* to have lunch together .






Thursday, August 07, 2008

This is Beautiful, Try not to cry

I've got this email from Director Jack Neo, he is so sweet to share this with me and now I would like to share it with you.

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She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will he lp some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.

The letter said :
'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.

Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed.

Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?



Watch this.

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=13a4a045cd290bc2ae2d

he story of a bridge operator who is forced to choose between the life of the son he loves dearly and a train filled with people



THURSDAY ! = MY OFF DAY =D

Today timetable was like 8am - 2pm.
but we was late for accounting lesson,
as in 8.10am we was still at tampines inter.
So decided to cab to school instead.

Ended up still didnt manage to went in class
as we reach there 8.20am ANDAND classroom will be locked
at 8.15am. Well, so didnt really bothered much,.

i have a total of 4 hrs break till my next lesson start.
Had breakfast cum lunch at cafe 1 with classmates.
Chit chatting & fooling around with nonsense.
Went to watch performance.

12pm was Business lesson & yet classmates n I didnt went
up for lesson as everyone wanted to look at those dance performances =D
ENded up we was banned from going in, so we went loitering around


and and LASTLY


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHONY =D


Wednesday, August 06, 2008

i got this from my cousin blog. & it about personal profiles

You appreciate the better things of life and you don't particularly want to strive in order to achieve them. What a pity you were not born into the Gentry with servants, etc. Unfortunately - life is not like that. You have the ability to be whatever it is that you would like to be but you must make the effort.


Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

Being emotionally inhibited you have no alternative at this time but to be a 'watcher' rather than a 'doer'. At this time you feel as if you are being forced to compromise and stand back. But this is not the true you. Deep down there is that warm 'open' you which is awaiting the moment to burst forth - maybe like the chrysalis which will soon become the butterfly.

Your willpower and stamina are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. Your resilience and tenacity have become weakened. You are feeling overtaxed, worn out and getting nowhere: but you continue to stand your ground. You feel that this unfavourable situation is an encumbrance which you could well do without and you find yourself unable to make the necessary decisions at this particular moment in time to change anything.

The tensions and stresses that you are experiencing at this time are, you feel, beyond your capabilities or your reserves of strength to cope with. You feel inadequate and in a constant state of anxiety.You are attempting to escape from this situation into a secure environment in which you may be permitted to relax and recover, free from outside interference.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILSON! =D


Tuesday, August 05, 2008

I GOT PISSED OFF BY A SUPER DUDE OLD AUNTIE.

THANKS SHILA & DON & WC!

My darling cooked BEEHOON for me =D
SHE SO SWEET




yesterday post DOES NOT refer to my CLASSMATES,or bestie


Monday, August 04, 2008

Well, something make me feeling very pissed off & i am super confusing about things around me or happened to me.

Since this is MY blog, i not going to care who i have OFFENDED or who is going to HATE me. I going to pour everything single things out till i am SATISFATE.


1st thing:
" ii didn't ever see before such a thick skin people going round and round telling them tat he / she greatest day is coming or what she wish to have. just because they want to gain some sympathy or gain some thing they like. Well, i know is NONE OF MY BUSINESS. but dun they feel shamless. They are making them looking like a idoit.

Well, it a sore of eye to me. what i can say is they are feeling JEALOUS or ENVY.
PLEASE THINK BEFORE U DO OR SAY, IF NOT U WILL BE LOOKING LIKE A CLOWN IN THE CIRCUS...

2nd thing:
i have my OWN FREEDOM & my OWN LIFE. including my PRIVACY. I dont need to report to you all, what i am doing, sms-ing , hanging out with. I don't mind if it a joke at sometimes. But there is a LIMIT to every single things.

What u all say is not what people might like at all.

not only me feel so pissed off but somebody else too.

3rd thing.
YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH ME, JUST SHUT UP !
DUN ASKED ME WHAT HAPPENED..
IF NOT LEAVE MY BLOG AND OFF U GO.




Sunday, August 03, 2008

Meet up with bestie at 2pm as she wanted to get some stuff.
Anyway ii am glad that you are fine. =)

Sorry for not talking so much due to my tiredness came across me.

But still, ii am HAPPY for you that you are doing greats


Saturday, August 02, 2008

SATURDAY!!!

Took 4 hrs nap before heading down to BDK inter.
Meet up with MR.SIVA at 12.45pm
Went to collect HUIMIN BDAE cake.

Bus back to BDN.
Tried all ways to bluff huimin down the store.

Finally when she came & feeling so suprised,
the 1st thing was HER TEARS FALLING DOWN.
I believe she is TOUCHED ^_^

" HUMIN,you are finally 16th. You have GROWN UP!"

Leeying wrote a note behalf on us to her.. =)
HUIMIN read it & there goes her tears again.

SHE DESERVE to have EVERYTHINGS=)





















Friday, August 01, 2008

Was LATE for Business lesson.
Reach about 8.30am.
CA was talking about the module which we will be taking in OCT.
Well, ii am still thinking about it.

Banking & financial services
Human Resource Services.
Managing people & system
Entrepreneur

Under the 4 module, i decide to choose Human Resource under my 1st choice & banking & financial service under 2nd choice.



WORK

Super FUCKED UP over something.
Well , in which way am i doing thing wrong.

AM I THE ONE HAVING ATTITUDE OR YOU ARE THE ONE HAVING ATTITUDE?




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